hardly breathe

it is something that i cant ignore . I dont want to refuse , i dont want to deny the truth . I have to convinced that i cant live without you . I hardly breathe the air without you by my side . Its like no air around . I am dying without you here . I want to stay alive walking by your side , starring at your face , looking at the way you talked . It has been like heaven to touch . Being there , being yours . I love you as deep as i could , until the end even land and sea has gone . Even you are not always being beside me .. But i trust that you love me .

m.i.s.s.e.d you

missing you is something that i cant undo. i always do that every time i saw your face or even just remembering your name. you always being in my heart, that is why i cant stop missing you. even maybe you are not missing me as i do, but i will always missing you without any command from you. it is truly come out from my heart and i dont want to stop it. please, trust me that i am missing you and really in love with you.. please trust me.. =)

changes

everyone has their own changes. it is not their fault if they changed into someone new. the problem is just about time and how they know the differences between good or bad. we cant judge their changes we just can remind them about the bad changes. it depends on them, whether they want to accept it or they just want to refuse it.
i have my own experience of changing my life into a new me.

for the first time, nobody wants to accept my changes. they just can judge me and refuse the changes of me. but, i keep moving. i keep being me, my self, the new me even they still refuse it. i keep trying and trying. it has been being so long after the first time i did my changes, but they still refuse it. so, i didnt care at anything again. i just like my changes and also my parents, my big family like it. so, whether they like it or not, i am still moving and keep going with my self, the new me.

that is my story and that is just for an example. i dont want to put it in reality. i just want to share it, anyways. and i hope it wont happened again in any of your reality. keep being the best and move on eith your good changes. =)