i am tired

All the days that have passed make me realized
When I am being here, worrying about you
Thinking about you,
Missing you,
Waiting for you,
You are not here
You didn’t respect the care that I have given to you
You didn’t care at me at all
Do you still love me?
Or you want to go away from me?
Do you ready enough to let me go?
If I don’t love you, I have gone away from you
I don’t want to be still right beside you
But,
Do you know that I am still being there?
Right beside you?
Do you understand that?
I have tried everything, but all I got is NOTHING
I am tired
I don’t want to try to think about you anymore
Just let our love story being a memory
Go away from my life, let me be alone with all sorrow that you have given
Thank you for everything
I want to be ALONE

i will let you go

I walk alone in the darkness
I feel pain, feel empty
I am searching for something, something that usually being near me
But now, that thing is missing
I don’t know where it goes or where it lost
I keep searching for it, but I found nothing
Then, I realized that what I have been searching for is go away from me
Don’t want to get back to me
So, how hard I am trying to search it, it doesn’t make any change
And I won’t find it
It will always go away from me, where ever I am searching for
I give up
And I won’t search for it anymore
I will let it go far away from me
Let times give ways to another LOVE that will be in my heart
Because,
How hard I am trying to keep it in my heart,
How hard I am trying to search for it,
All I got is just N . O . T . H . I . N . G

every fear in my life shown up
make me afraid and scared
nobody can dismantle it
nobody can reduce it
it is just my matter
it is just my problem
not any of you are into it
nor YOU !
i have to get through it toughly
even in the end i have to fall
because it is mine, not yours
enough of asking me about me
i am too tired of facing this whole damn world that i have to raise
let me go and let me do this...


A.L.O.N.E.