little missed sunshine

I found my self today and ran away
Ran away from the truth
Run away from my life
No wonder or hope that might come true
No happiness or joy that might happen
I missed sunshine
Light that always shining
Wind that always blowing
Little missed sunshine
That you I can’t deny
That you I might believe
Little missed sunshine
In my night
You sing me your lullaby
That brings joyful through my life
My night and day
Little missed sunshine
For you my sunshine =)

my lullaby

my lullaby
makes me wonder, makes me hope
my lullaby
my night, my day
I convinced my self that you are mine
Nothing can change
None of those sick truth
I promised my self that you are my one
My lullaby
Warming my night
Gives me the silver lining that have ever lost
My lullaby
You are the truth that I believe
Teach me how to survive
Loving me as I need to be loved
My lullaby
Gives me love, life
Gives me happiness
My lullaby
Always being near me and
Sing me your lullaby =)

empty

In a cold dark empty night

I starred at the sky

Looking up, imagine something shown

Nothing comes out

Tired of waiting

This soul is just dying

These eyes can’t see something

Everything becomes nothing

None of expecting

Dark night following

No silver lining above

Nothing could be shown

Thy just can shouting at me

Thy just can angry with me

Life doesn’t being perfect anymore

No holly, no light, no trusty

All about the fake

All about the shadows

That never gone

Covering all the time

That passed , that rolled

like the beat of heart , until it stops by itself

love can make me understand about life
i really know why people do need love
i experience it, just now
i met you for the first time
nothing i could realized from you
nothing i would expect from you
i dont feel anything
but suddenly, something happened
you give me your smile, you looked at my eyes . that brown eyes that i could never imagine, how that eyes can make me fall in love
yes, i fall in love with you
not exactly from the first time, but then i realized that i cant forget the smile that you have just given to me
i dont know, how could i be without that smile

boy, you make me fall in love and let it be like that ...

sometimes, love can be in so much pain
it can hurts and make me in a really miserable time
in that time, i felt like i dont need love
but then, i know a quotes says that people do need love to coloring their life
i realized that
but then , i still do runaway from love
love that can kill me
love that untrue
i dont know how to believe that love is pure
unbreakable
because in the other hand i would make you realize that i love you not because of you, but because my heart says so
trust me, nothing i could do except it deep of silence

no wish that can come true. all about my wishes is just kind of something unuseful . nothing i could ever tell more about. nothing that i could expect from everything =(

hope

when you come and bring me the happiness that i never have
i felt thankful
when you are mine and being beside me
i felt joyful
but then you go away from my life
you left me naked behind
without happiness and strength to stand still
you let me be alone with my sorrow
i hardly breathe the air without you by my side
i loose everything i got in life
you know that i love you in every beat of my heart
i know you love me, even though you left me behind
now, i just can wondering your face, your smile, your laugh
i just can remembering you by everything i got from you
and hope the best for you in your life
hope that i am still there in your heart
because you will always be here in my heart, in sorrow also happiness
i hope that there will be someone better than me
that can make you laugh an d smile
brought you happiness
and i will standing here, starring at you
with hope and wonder