my confession

in this early night, i used to continue my work...but, i don't...
i am just sitting without doing anything, wondering my life later
when i was wondering, you came into my imagination, through my wondering
i don't know why, but i felt happy
even i know and i have to realize that you won't ever being mine
never in my life, we've big defferences... and i know that..
but, you know what, i am still hoping that you will be mine, for forever
but still, it is just a hope,, hope can be coming true or not
ya...i am still hoping that it can be a hope that comes true...

and...

for my beloved...

stay beside me,ok? even you never realize that i love you, but you still in my heart..