love can make me understand about life
i really know why people do need love
i experience it, just now
i met you for the first time
nothing i could realized from you
nothing i would expect from you
i dont feel anything
but suddenly, something happened
you give me your smile, you looked at my eyes . that brown eyes that i could never imagine, how that eyes can make me fall in love
yes, i fall in love with you
not exactly from the first time, but then i realized that i cant forget the smile that you have just given to me
i dont know, how could i be without that smile

boy, you make me fall in love and let it be like that ...

sometimes, love can be in so much pain
it can hurts and make me in a really miserable time
in that time, i felt like i dont need love
but then, i know a quotes says that people do need love to coloring their life
i realized that
but then , i still do runaway from love
love that can kill me
love that untrue
i dont know how to believe that love is pure
unbreakable
because in the other hand i would make you realize that i love you not because of you, but because my heart says so
trust me, nothing i could do except it deep of silence

no wish that can come true. all about my wishes is just kind of something unuseful . nothing i could ever tell more about. nothing that i could expect from everything =(

hope

when you come and bring me the happiness that i never have
i felt thankful
when you are mine and being beside me
i felt joyful
but then you go away from my life
you left me naked behind
without happiness and strength to stand still
you let me be alone with my sorrow
i hardly breathe the air without you by my side
i loose everything i got in life
you know that i love you in every beat of my heart
i know you love me, even though you left me behind
now, i just can wondering your face, your smile, your laugh
i just can remembering you by everything i got from you
and hope the best for you in your life
hope that i am still there in your heart
because you will always be here in my heart, in sorrow also happiness
i hope that there will be someone better than me
that can make you laugh an d smile
brought you happiness
and i will standing here, starring at you
with hope and wonder

hardly breathe

it is something that i cant ignore . I dont want to refuse , i dont want to deny the truth . I have to convinced that i cant live without you . I hardly breathe the air without you by my side . Its like no air around . I am dying without you here . I want to stay alive walking by your side , starring at your face , looking at the way you talked . It has been like heaven to touch . Being there , being yours . I love you as deep as i could , until the end even land and sea has gone . Even you are not always being beside me .. But i trust that you love me .

m.i.s.s.e.d you

missing you is something that i cant undo. i always do that every time i saw your face or even just remembering your name. you always being in my heart, that is why i cant stop missing you. even maybe you are not missing me as i do, but i will always missing you without any command from you. it is truly come out from my heart and i dont want to stop it. please, trust me that i am missing you and really in love with you.. please trust me.. =)

changes

everyone has their own changes. it is not their fault if they changed into someone new. the problem is just about time and how they know the differences between good or bad. we cant judge their changes we just can remind them about the bad changes. it depends on them, whether they want to accept it or they just want to refuse it.
i have my own experience of changing my life into a new me.

for the first time, nobody wants to accept my changes. they just can judge me and refuse the changes of me. but, i keep moving. i keep being me, my self, the new me even they still refuse it. i keep trying and trying. it has been being so long after the first time i did my changes, but they still refuse it. so, i didnt care at anything again. i just like my changes and also my parents, my big family like it. so, whether they like it or not, i am still moving and keep going with my self, the new me.

that is my story and that is just for an example. i dont want to put it in reality. i just want to share it, anyways. and i hope it wont happened again in any of your reality. keep being the best and move on eith your good changes. =)