miracle could happened

these days out, many months passed
nothing changed, not new
it is something that i didnt persue
nothing i can do, i run for, i am looking for
but, in the verge of my things
in the edge of myself
miracle comes, make it new, make it better
i am happy, i am in my happiness
nnow i know what i should do
i know what i have been looking for
and i believe that miracle could happened
and miracle could changed

The sun shines, it is brighter than before
Same as me, I felt better than before
It seems like I am in love
Someone gives me life
Someone gives me happiness
Someone gives me respect that I never had before
Guess what!
I am in love with him
He makes my life more colorful and full of happiness
No other sorrow or emptiness that I usually had
He loves me, he gives me his promises also his pure love
How lucky I am!
And start from now on, I had to convince that I am in love
I am in love with him
Thank you God of introducing me to him
To let me knowing him
And, thank you for you…
To love me, to give me happiness, to dismantle my sorrow
Thank you… for being with me.


_i love you, for everything you are_

How do I survive in this world without knowing nothing?
How do I breath with no air?
How do I supposed to be alive in this empty slot?
I am just a little girl
I know nothing
Everything bad turns good in my eyes, never being realize that world is too hard
Many fakes shown up, but I know nothing
This little girl is just want to know bout the world that she is standing for
I expect something but no one give it
Why?
I am just living with no air around, makes me died living in this damn world
I know nothing, and you can’t put the blame on me
Please, somebody tell me something that I supposed to know
Don’t placed me in hell-world
Not in past, future or recent
I am just a little girl, give some ways out
To know, how life’s turning to be …

We have been being together for so many times, in happiness also sorrow
We have shared each other’s problems, also love
But then, all are ruin
It is just because of me, my fault
I make everything become worst, make everything become mistakes
I am so sorry for everything that I have done to you, guys
I didn’t mean to hurt or angry with you all… I am just… I am just doing everything wrong
I am so sorry, I have made all of us not in our condition
I just need time to realize about me, myself and my fault
I am so sorry, my sweet best friends
Even I am not same as usual,
I always love you all guys…
I always do, and it won’t be decrease
I love you all too much
Forgive me…
I will be back as myself, a new me, soon…

With my deepest… Love you all …

I love you beneath my deepest
With my self-possessed I used to convinced
No other words can be done by saying
No explanation for the uncertain answer
No faithful for the untrustworthy person
I am just a liar for my self
A reality that I cant convinced
A memory that always exist, even in past
Not in recent to dismantle you
Maybe some other times can reduce
In some other ways, keep me tough
Realizing the time that come closer, leave me in sorrow
To know that is for real
Reality that convinced me, cant lie
The truth that cant be forgotten
Love you for reality
Love you without any despair
Love you without any sorrow
Love you without any lie
Cause my love is pure, unbreakable, true…

the sun shines above me
the sky looks so bright with not much clouds
many birds sing in this morning, following me to continue my days
i am happy
i am in love
i am on my way
i got through the darkness with all the strength that i have
i fought for myself
i have chosen to be brave
and now, i got the yield
i got my happiness without any sorrow
my days become brighter, my life become more enjoy
and in the other side, i have to convince...
it is because of you... my love
i am in love with you, and it makes me stronger and stronger then i can get back my happy life
thank you for being with me,
thank you for loving me and giving me strength
that i always need...

i love you .... ich liebe dich meine liebste ...

I apology for what I have done to you
I know you won’t understand, but I can’t explain it to you
I just want to say I am sorry
For things that ruins, for what we have been through, for love that we have shared each other
I have to end it, finish it, make it a happy ending story for you
I know how much I have hurt you, how long I have been hiding it from you
But, I am sorry
I can’t be with you anymore, it is because another things come and make me comfortable with it
You always being the best in my life, you have ever being the sweetest, patient, and love able in my life
You have ever being the best that God given to me
But, now I have to leave you
I did it to make you happy with others who can love you with life, soul and everything that she has
Please, forget me and also forgive me for what I have done to you
For being double – minded
For being a cheater

For hurting you
And
For ended our sweet love story